Melancholic Dribble.

So, I kind of wish that Blogger had an auto save feature for the drafts... I had a REALLY long post the other day, but then my computer here at work decided it needed a nap and rebooted without saving a word.
I'm frustrated one moment and happy the next. I attribute this wobbly emotional state to Will. Which, if my blog had posted, all the gory details were in there.
Alright, I met a guy on glorious myspace, hmm, we talked for a few weeks through e-mail and text messaging, okay, he invited me to a kegger, I couldn't go, so I met him at Taco Bell with Nikki a day later. He was really cute, had gotten off "work" which turned out to be community service... hmm. No one's perfect after all.

Well, that night, after meeting him, he was texting me all night... so was Adam... I ended up going to Adam's having a threesome with he and Brandon and passing out -- I had a whole bottle of Jack.

The next night I went to go see Will, we ended up going to his friend's apartment (Ryan) then another friend's house (Dole). Yeah, I was pretty reserved most of the night, after we left Ryan's place, well, Will kissed me, it was sweet.

We went to Dole's after we bought some Sparks, hung out, smoked, drank, made out for hours in front of poor Dole. He gave us permission to crash out of the couch. We did, that's for sure!

We had sex, I really wasn't going to, but he was so sweet and it felt right. In fact, it was fucking fantastic... way too good.

The day after... we spent the entire day together before LeAnna and I went to the Snow Patrol concert in Gwinnett. He was just so sweet, so quiet around LeAnna... we went to Bon Apetit...took him back to Otto.

We've continued to see one another... even over this last weekend, crashing at 2 of his friends' places (Jason/Amy and Turtleman)... sometimes he talks to me, sometimes he sucks and doesn't respond for over 40 min to over an hour let alone NO RESPONSE.

When we're together, it's excellent, when we're not, he frustrates the fuck out of me. I could honestly see myself with him for a long time, that is, if he fucking COMMUNICATED.

I'm also upset because Nikki no longer works at Drake, she graduated yesterday and already drove back to Alexander City, Alabama... yeah, Will's from Phoenix City, Alabama. Okay, he's smoothed things over with me tonight... for the moment that is -- I just cannot stay upset with him... he's so sweet sometimes. I called Nikki during my break here at work, I miss her, well, we miss each other very much.